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| Every time I think about her I love her more and more. Every time I'm around her the same happens. She really does make me that happy. There is no way in the world that I can truly describe it. It's that feeling that you know that there truly is someone out there for another person. That feeling that I know that there is truly someone here for me and willing to wait on me regardless of if I'll change or if I'll get hurt or the likes. She's always been there for me. I love that about her. Even when she was jealous as fuck, even though she never admitted it. Even when I was a complete ass to her and denied that shit could happen between us again. She is one that I truly care about. Everything about her is amazing. From her beautiful blue eyes, to her delicate lips, to her gorgeous personality. Sure, she's stupid sometimes, but aren't we all? It merely adds to her beauty. It doesn't matter in the least to me. It all adds up together. Her flaws, her perfections...All of it makes her who she is and I love every single bit of it. It keeps interesting. Even though she tells the most boring stories at times or annoys the fuck out of me at others. I know I do the same to her. I love how I can fall asleep on the phone with her and she'll just roll over and sleep too because she loves the sound of my breathing like it was me really there next to her. I love how when I wake her up her voice is half there and she's not completely there mentally yet. I love how she looks amazing without make up. I love how she can look beautiful slummed down in sweat pants and even more beautiful when she's actually dressed up. I love her so much. I could truly go on even more.
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| Christmas is just around the corner, but oh well. I don't have any money, and Kelsey already has gotten her gift so who cares. Other than the typical old stuff nothing has really changed. Kelsey and I are still getting along really well. Even though we piss each other off a shit load from time to time. Yet, that is probably because we're really alike at times and we're both really fucking stubborn. Though, I don't see that bothering us in the long run. Hell, who really knows. With Christmas coming up that just means there's less time for me to be around Kelsey before I have to go up into the Chicago area and all of that nice stuff. What will I do then? Write her letters and argue with her through those. hehe. Yea, that sounds about right. It's all good. We'll still keep in touch and we'll probably get even closer because of the distance just like how we got really close because we weren't together anymore. Though, now because we're together, our love will merely foster all the more. hehe.
TE AMO, BELLA!
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| Yesterday was an amazing night. Period. I don't care if we didn't really do anything, but we had cuddle time. That was the best thing we've done in a long while. I just held her close to me and we were falling asleep before we realized what time it was truly. It kinda upset me that she had to actually leave, but I guess I'll just have to live with that. One day I'll be able to truly hold her all the time. That would make my day. Definitely. I love her just that much. There is no doubt about it in my mind that I am truly in love with her and I want to spend the rest of my life with her. It makes me truly happy.
Then this morning I just called her and woke up her, didn't mean to at least, but it helped make her day all the better. Thus, I was in a good mood the entire, well most of the entire day. Just making her smile and happy makes me feel amazing. I don't think I've ever truly felt this way before. Just being with Kelsey makes days get so much better even if they were always good. I don't want to lose her again. I don't want to go through all of that. She is my beautiful girl and she always will be. I'm definitely in love with her. Nothing can ever change the way I feel for her. I don't want it to change either. She is my love. I don't really know what to say more than that. I just want her to always be happy. I love her. I truly love her.
Tu es mi bella y mi amore por siempre. Te amo tambien. I truly mean it too. And I'm really excited for that gift too! hehe
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| My life is absolutely amazing right now.
I have the most beautiful girl in the world. Kelsey. She's my everything. She makes me happier than I've been in a very long while. Hell, since the first time I was with her like four years ago. I love her so damn much. Words can't even explain it. It makes it even better since she wants to make me happy all the time while I just want her happy. It's pretty nice. Especially, since yesterday was my birthday. The day before that she actually went out of her way and demanded, yes I had no choice in the matter, that I go over to her place so she can make me dinner. It was different, but it was really damn good. Plus, it was made by her. That made me smile quite a bit, but even better was when she went with me to the tattoo parlor so I could get my tattoo. While I had to sit there all quiet I could look at her and we would both just smile really big, or we'd mouth I love you to each other or blow kisses. It made it all that more memorable to me. She's just amazing. I love her so much.
Other than turning 18 there's no real difference. There never really is for birthdays for me. Though, my dad gets in tomorrow and then Saturday we're having a "family" dinner, but even my mom wants to include Kelsey and I'm hoping she'll want to go. Even if she's ditching some of her friends for me; which could be bad. Yet, I doubt they'll care that much. They're really understanding and they seem to enjoy her spending a lot of time with me instead of being typical drama queens and becoming all bitchy about her spending time with her boyfriend unlike some of her old friends were.
My life is indeed perfect right now. I have a beautiful girl that's there for me. Even with me leaving in a few months I don't have to worry about what if I fuck up or what if she doesn't wait for me. We've already talked it all out. I'm going to go away, but she's truly going to wait for me to get back. That I will hate a little bit because I won't be with my beautiful girl, but she'll live because she knows when I come back it's basically just for her instead of truly my family. She is my beautiful girl and my love. She always will be. hehe.
Te amo, bella.
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| Life is good. I have the most amazing girl in the world that loves me for me instead of some other stupid ass reason. I can be myself in front of her and she can be herself in front of me. We fuck around all the time, but the next minute we can be serious and tell eachother how much we love the other. Life is indeed good.
Especially when I just spent hours cuddled up with her kiss, watching TV, tickling her, and even just laying there enjoying her in my arms. I couldn't ask for anyone better. Hell, I don't even want anyone better because then they'd be perfect and where's the fun in that. I like a little conflict every now and then. She's fun to argue with. hehe.
Te amo, bella.
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